Kaput.

And so it is...

One door in my life closes.

-Peace Out-

Guitar in the wee hours...

I love my parents.

Mom. Dad. I love you.

And my sister.

-Peace out

The white truth

I hurt so bad right now.

Flowers are beautiful. My msn pic is called "God's painting". And it's real.

-Peace out

Take note...

I never was an angel to being with...i have my flaws...and so does everybody else...

I rarely get pushed over the edge. But some things do that.

Oh how you still haunt me...i wonder whether you think of me.

Sigh.

Damn it.

You must be happy now, with everything in your life.

Jin, slap me. I'm doing what i shouldn't be doing. J, slap me.

Anybody else who reads me blog...haha...i don't know...remind me?

It's these bloody nights...and listening to sad love songs...that make you want someone.

But i'm not gonna do anything. Too uncertain to jump back into the game. But yet i want to.

I'll just wait for now i guess.

Somebody come sweep my heart away. I want to forget.

And before you all correct me on how gay that sounded...it is the truth.

-Peace Out

One-two step..

After a night of music, dancing and drinking...i have to say it's pretty pleasant..could've been better...but i'm not complaining...

And i'm still thinking about you...sigh...damn it.

The bloody memories keep flooding my mind. Must be nice to have someone else to think about and care about.

Maybe i'll sleep now..

Peace out..

-Mo0miE-

Hey pretty girl...

Kate and Leopold is a good movie.

New York is a nice place.

Night is a nice time.

But not in my bed.

Heh don't worry o' quirky, random, crazy one. I'll remind you and you'll remind me yea. And we'll let Fate do the rest. Nice to have someone sharing the same boat...although it's a wee bit squeezy for two...haha.

Don't fall to the Dark Side...as tempting as it is..

"Songs"

Let music do the healing for us,
Let lyrics do the crying for us,
Let them remind us of times gone by,
But let them remind us that there are times to come.

Let music do the understanding for us,
Let the lyrics do the speaking for us,
Let them remind us of times gone by,
But let them remind us that there are times to come.

Songs are all,
And songs are none,
Words are only words,
Until we are one.

For all those who love music, love and Dark Angel. Wherever you may be, watching, waiting, in the darkness and shadow.

Though it's been said...

Merry Christmas to all.

Enjoy your holidays!

Mm hmm...yes...even you. God bless

-Peace Out-

You..

You...yes you...you know who i'm talking about...do yourself a favour and stop reading my blog if you're so interested in kicking me out of your life.

Everytime you do read my blog...ask yourself why..if the reason's just to find out how i am...then leave...because i'm trying how to find out how you are and i get squat. I'm never gonna change my blog...and i'll give you the benefit of a doubt that you can't be bothered to read it anymore. That is if you're determined to leave me out of your life.

Don't use a double standard. At least i asked you for it...

-Peace Out to you-

Viking Kong

I love the guitar....may no one ever take that away from me. amen.

/airguitar

I love my friends...all you guys...esp. my buds from SJI (Jin, J, Perpz) and NP, MCM (you know who you are).

I'll find someone better for me...don't you guys worry.

Thanks for all your advice and support.

May the bonds of brotherhood never die.

Viva la Aerosmith. Peace. Out.

-Mo0miE

I guess you don't...

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won't disappear

'Cause I don't know
Where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

I wish that time
Could be replayed
I'd keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

'Cause I don't know
Where your journey goes
Or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you're watching over every beat of my heart

- Corrinne May, Every Beat Of My Heart

And so it goes again...another harsh ranting begins

Somewhere along the way...you stopped thinking about me and started thinking for yourself. Not that i minded it...in fact i encouraged it..but seriously...after awhile...you started thinking ALL for yourself. What the hell happened to me? I became something of a title at the back of your mind goin "Yea...i'm Sean...your boyfriend...yes...the tall guy". What do you mean you don't have enough time and you're tired? You obviously are totally game with going out with your dota friends till like 4 in the morning...so i don't see why we couldn't have a normal date...When i made the effort to go to your house? Sure you would stop playing DotA...then what? Sleep. Yes. Sleep for the whole duration i was at your house. Why? Coz you were tired from playing DotA. Freedom? I don't see any signs of me hindering your freedom...Unfortunately you were having too much of it to remember that i was supposed to matter to you. Yes...the title boyfriend does indeed ring a bell of importance to most people, but not all. And honestly...you know saying sorry just doesn't cut it..and i remember your sms saying "it sucks that i hurt you so bad that you're so scared of it now. don't worry, i promise i'll make it up to you". Simply hollow. What's even worse is if you didn't even mean it when you sent that msg.

I'm really angry about the way you treated me. Know that.

There you go...my two cents. Feel so much better to get it off my chest.

-PEACE...out...fuck yea